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REBECCA ONLEY
REBECCA ONLEY
Saturday, August 14, 2010
My Smile
When will it ever come back...I really hate looking at pictures of me and Luke becasue of my smile. I love how real my smile was and now its just so fake. A pretend smile to get me through each day. I want to be happy again. When will my smile return. A person can only fake it for so long.
I understand this exactly. Through healing, through time, through the gentle touch of God...baby steps...babysteps. Yet a part of me still doesn't smile all the way down to my toes like it did when Jim made me smile. Maybe that only comes with having that depth of love.......
My name is Rebecca Onley. I have the two most wonderful children in the world: Abigail and Andrew. Also the best husband anyone could ever have, as he is in Heaven watching over us.
I understand this exactly. Through healing, through time, through the gentle touch of God...baby steps...babysteps. Yet a part of me still doesn't smile all the way down to my toes like it did when Jim made me smile. Maybe that only comes with having that depth of love.......
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